Where are you going?

I could answer that if I knew where I've been. So where have I been? Utica, Kingston, Poughkeepsie, Allentown, Buffalo. I don't know if I would choose to dig my roots in any of these places. Home... home is where the heart is. My heart is in so many places that I might never settle down.

What would it take for you to settle ( Read more... )

For those who didn't know... natureswrath is something that has always been Ian's. When I first made this livejournal... I made it for him while we were dating in high school because you had to have a friend give you a code. Well... anyway... I'm done with Ian. Relationship wise... I'm closing that chapter. I have another livejournal that I will be ( Read more... )

So today is Capone's birthday. It's amazing that even after all of these years I still remember that. What's even more amazing is that I had planned to get married on his birthday a year from now. No, not to Ian. I had just planned on getting married then. I don't know why ( Read more... )

I've been listening to this song on repeat for a little while now. Nicole brought me home a little while ago. I don't know what stage I'm at in my breakup. I feel like shit. That's what I feel like. I don't understand what about me is unlovable. It's been so long. And everytime someone asked me why I was with him I said it was because I loved him. ( Read more... )

I'll probably come up with a title for this later but as of right now I'm pissed off. After ten years of friendship you think certain people would grow and learn how to not piss you off. You think people would learn how to respect you. And by people, I mean Becky. Now I understand why she doesn't have any friends really ( Read more... )

People only love you when you're strong. It's impossible to find beauty in weakness. There's nothing sexy about saddness or tears. People only love you when you smile. People only desire you when you laugh. They lve you when you're happy. They love you when you pretned nothing's wrong ( Read more... )

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I was going to update... but I don't feel like it now. I'm in my new fluffy robe... butt nekkid. I am tired. I am stressed. I am so very exhausted.

Night night.

Kate, read my open diary. It has more detailed description about what happened.

things that are bothering me:

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So Friday I started officially working. Filene's seems pretty okay thus far. I haven't really encounter my manager much but the team lead is pretty cool and she likes me. On Saturday I opened up two accounts so that looks good on my part. I understand that retail can be frustrating but it doesn't seem that bad. I don't know why people complain ( Read more... )