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The unfortunate
but I guess deserved side-effect in my specific case is that I'm entirely fucked now and he knows it. Not saying that's anyone else's responsibility, or fault or burden or like, thing that should be on their conscience. It's a thing I must keep to myself, but yeah; I don't have family. ZERO. And I bought hard into that "But I AM your family" thing ( Read more... ) -
burn more
and more. Burn.
I had just scraped a few bits up. I was just starting to feel like I could do this.
Get back down there and burn. Take it. Fucking eat it.
QUIETLY.
I don't want to hear your nasty chewing.
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You'd betta
You better hold onto that spot, girl.
Stay put
Make nice, behave.
There isn't anything for you out there,
Nobody.
You can't hack it. You can't hold the pieces together.
Defective.
It's you. It's something with you.
A stink.
You can't "good intentions" away from that foulness
"So sorry, but I can't. I know you're trying. It's not that.
I can't.
It's really ( Read more... ) -
You Can't Change Others, Only Circumstances.
I have come to understand that concepts like "fairness" and "right from wrong" are somewhat irrelevant in a relationship. People do what they do with little regard to any actual internal rulebook; they either function and relate to you in a way that employs empathy, concern and self-awareness or they don't. Even if they are careless or make a ( Read more... ) -
Feel Like I Have No Worth
Andy said: "Oh yeah, I believe you...but when the same horrible things keep happening to you over and over, and people keep doing the same things, you have to stop blaming them and at least start asking yourself what you're doing to deserve it."
I wanna sarcastically dissemble this argument but I innately know he's right. I am fucked...somehow. And ( Read more... ) -
Buried
Drowning. -
No words suffice...
I'm exactly where I belong.
02 Oct 2015
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Are you still out there? The real you?
Are you still looking for me?
I am completely, completely alone. I've always been.
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