Fuck you crazy ass shit base housing neighbors who can't be trusted and just spread shit about you behind your back which isn't even true ( Read more... )

No jobs despite interviews...still applying, still trying.

Also we're gonna start using Fertilaid and see how that goes.

1. I got my period again. *sigh*

2. I got laid off due to budget cuts in the school system...

Rock on....

Hanging in there though. Painting, painting, painting. And gardening. Also now partaking in Zumba.

Trying to focus on the good things. Catching up on various TV series via Netflix. Conquering Mt. Everest of laundry.

Got my period. So much for that. Hormones were just PMSing. *sigh*

Time to be emo and go paint some more...

So...I may be pregnant again. Not sure. But lately I've been wanting to take naps really bad when I get home (happened in the first pregnancy) and have had more random gagging at night and in the morning. Also, my period is late by a week. I don't want to get my hopes up only to be disappointed later. I know alot of people who have gotten preggers ( Read more... )

So everything appears to be normal again in the nether parts. All clear. I'm going to start taking prenatal vitamins again starting tonight.  Let's hope the next time works. Emotionally, its been a ride between me dealing with this, my hormones all outta whack, and my husband having to work mids STILL. Seriously... a miscarriage doesn't constitute ( Read more... )

Had the D & C surgery today afterall ( Read more... )

( WARNING...graphic details of a miscarriage )

I found out this morning at our 1st ultrasound that I miscarried ( Read more... )

Alright, in regards to my bitchfest earlier. I forgot a positive ( Read more... )