want to kill myself

"This life looks like a sentence, though
A constant game of falling short
If you know, you know
If you know, you know"

"The trouble with having talent, earned or born with, is people will take it seriously, even if you don't. That said, If you do take it seriously, you're an asshole, and people will respond accordingly. This is the trouble. You want to do something with your talent, but you cannot, because people have to many hang ups to care. They are jealous, ( Read more... )

If you were to ask me, which you wouldn't. I would say something prolific, I would tell you something that touched you. If you were to ask me. I would say, fuck those people, those people, I would say are fools. They are fools because they don't seem like fools, in every inch of their lives, they make sense. Because they are fools. Not like you ( Read more... )

googled some stuff and found this pretty apt.
"it's time again to write off all of my friends
to reach a dead-end and write off all of my friends"

hate my life, have to get out of portland. Want to finish one thing here, then get out, patton oswalt said of portland. "somebody needs to drop an ambition bomb on portland." yep, oh yeah and fuck you.

"I am now the most miserable man living. If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family, there would be not one cheerful face on earth. Whether I shall ever be better, I cannot tell. I awfully forebode I shall not. To remain as I am is impossible. I must die or be better it appears to me."
--Abraham Lincoln

Were people always so self indulgent? I really do wonder. Looking back, not too far, to people such as the "lost generation" and the impressionist painters that palled around together you can definitely see a clear trend of sitting around being pretentious and drinking. Which makes me think about the hippies, who maybe cared about something (the ( Read more... )

Livejournal is stupid and I always end up writing things when I am upset on it. Which is more the use of a personal journal so I'll probably mainly just use it for private posts from now on.

Nana Taylor died last night ( Read more... )

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