A buddy of mine made a comment that all girls care about is material possessions and looks when it comes to guys. I told him thats not all they care about, just the first thing. A nearby female friend tried to tell me I was wrong. I pointed out to her that she told me about the last guy she had a crush on. "Well he was cute and drives a 2005 silver ( Read more... )

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I saw a therapist yesterday. I explained my dream and what made me so upset about it. I also explained the people involved, and why this was such a big deal to me. I also confessed my suicidal thoughts. I don't want to kill myself, I just don't want to keep on feeling the way I do, not really able to change anything. I still can't bring myself to ( Read more... )

I don't know if it's the increase of alcohol, or the increase of stress over the last couple of days, but I had the worst dream of my life last night. I can't even bring myself to talk about it. Let's just say it was so bad, I woke up crying. I might not be online for a while, until I get my head sorted out. I'll be seeing you all.

Sorry about that. I just got in from the bar. Apparently tonight was drunken college guy night. I joined in the yelling, but no one showed their tits. I wish I could magically make women show me their breasts. Until then, consider this a drunken plea ( Read more... )

I hate being the designated driver. Everyone else gets to be drunk and stupid, and I have to make sure they get home safe. My friends are kind of boring when I'm sober. It seems as though no one wants to strip unless I've been drinking too. Either I'm more convincing when I drink, or I think I'm saying one thing, and they hear something different.

My friend stickykeys633 did a post about wanting someone who was already in a bad relationship, and the girl I used to like called me right after I put in my two cents. This girl and me would be perfect together, until she would cheat on me. The only reason I say she'd cheat, is because she's done it a few times to her current boyfriend. With me on ( Read more... )

I should be sleeping, but I gotta write this before I forget what happened. So I meet up with a friend of mine and her friend in Atlantic City. We're having a good time, drinking, gambling, smoking, and drinking. A few hours pass, and they want to get home. They didn't drive down, but are staying at the friends shore house for a few days. I give ( Read more... )

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Okay, this is what happened last night. I got a phone call from a female friend of mine, whom I haven't spoken to in weeks, and she and her friends wanted to get drunk. They called me because 1. They aren't old enough to buy alcohol, and 2. I usually have some in my house anyway. So I grab her and her 2 friends, we pick up some supplies from the ( Read more... )