So much for this going to bed at 10 each night. I really need to start soon. I feel pretty crappy, but I feel good for the fact I have been cleaning for a few hours straight until now. Unfortunately it was just the everyday chores that have built up. My guy friend I used to work with amazes me with how he has to have his home perfectly in order & ( Read more... )

I tried messing around with inserting a photo...I don't have the patience. I wish it was as easy as uploading a photo to ebay. I've been selling things on ebay here & there lately & made an okay amount of extra bill money. I have 4 things that need to be sent out Monday right away. Also, by the end of this coming week I might find out what is going ( Read more... )

I realized sitting in my chair here at my desk looking at things online, is the time my cats love to drive me crazy in a very annoying way (Also, cats begging for your food). It takes them almost 5 minutes looking up at me to jump up on the edge of the chair & into my lap. I tell them "come on" a few times in a cute kitty friendly voice. Finally ( Read more... )

I realized looking back on my entries that most of them are quite depressing & my mood is either depressed, mad, or sad. I'm going to try not to focus on the bad so much. I just can't seem to get my act together & I'm glad I'm no longer on medications, they never helped. I have to head back to work in a couple minutes. I don't think I will post for ( Read more... )

Ever since I left the house at 12:45 in the afternoon earlier today, nothing has been going right. I drove a couple blocks down the road & had a guy working for a car parts store in a small truck drive into me when he decided to not turn in his lane & decided to go in the furthest one I was in. The passenger side front & part of the door is smashed ( Read more... )

I need to get to sleep. All I hear is my kitchen sink making a constant drip echoing (that word looks weird?) in the sink of half full dishes. I must be up in about 5 hours to be to work. I'm stressed about two of my kitties dealing with medical issues & plain old age. My Himalayian grouch "Oscar" has an eye that has been scratched quite bad. He ( Read more... )

I'm having difficulties with day to day responsibilities. Stress is making my head spin, mostly financial & relationships are frustrating. A bill collector called last week for a $300 past due payment from a couple emergency room visits when I was attacked by a mean Meyer parrot & an incident when my grouchy cat Oscar chomped into my arm & it ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here on the verge of crying. Some of the crappiest things have been happening lately. I don't even know where to begin. 1.) I'm having bad pms 2.) I'm unhappy with the way I look & was told by my brother that I do nothing to make myself look nicer 3.) The guy I've been chatting with & visited once already lied to me about his age, he's ( Read more... )

Things have changed here since the last time I wrote. I'm officially going to Santa Fe, New Mexico at the beginning of March. If only my trich was under control. I've met some sketchy men online lately. The one I was so set on getting to know more is deathly allergic to cats, ugh! I really rely on astrological signs & a biorhythmic compatibility ( Read more... )

That's how I've been feeling lately. My birthmom is getting me a round trip plane ticket to visit my good friend from childhood for the beginning of March for a Christmas gift. I'm thrilled to get away for a few days. I have to make sure the birds & cats get the proper care. My adoptive mom I feel was quite surprised, possibly a little jealous or ( Read more... )