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So, this facade was working super well until I some how forgot to take my medication for three days. I feel extremely upset. So fucking upset in fact that I cannot stop sobbing. I miss you terribly. But you found a lover inside of her and I found God inside a kick ass one nighter. I think you know you'll never see me again. Is that safe to say? Is ( Read more... )

I'm not mentally well today

I'm finally getting out of this state for a few days. This weekend I'm driving to Chester,PA with Annika to meet up with an online friend. I love driving and this will especially be good for my mind. Clear my head. Get out of Sandusky and it's stupid drama. Ugh ( Read more... )

I let go.

i wonder when it will be that people realize they have a good person in their life. Instead of just letting go of someone without a second thought. Embrace and appreciate the people that are in your life. Who knows when we will be out of this world. Touch as many peoples lives as possible ( Read more... )

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I've been sick for two days now. Coughing up blood, sweating, then freezing, then sweating. Fever. Not eating. I just haven't had the desire. But I mean who does after coughing up blood? And please don't comment me and tell me I need to go to the hospital. Obviously I do, but I can't afford it. Plus, I already owe them so much money they'd never ( Read more... )

It's not the fact that you're out of my life that hurts so much, it's the fact that you just don't even care.

"Everything is as it's always been. This never happened. Don't take it too bad. It's nothing you did. Just once something dies, you can't make it live. You're a beautiful boy, you're a sweet little kid. But I am a woman. So I laid back down, wrapped myself up in the sheet. And I must have looked like a ghost cause something frightened me. And since ( Read more... )