I haven't had this bad of a day in awhile. I hate these feelings of spiraling downward into an even worse depression than I already am in. I've tried everything. And now I'm even crying just typing this out. I just feel so alone, I'm completely alone at a table of friends, I feel nothing for them. Nothing. I thought I could keep this under control ( Read more... )

Water Personality ( Read more... )

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I almost wrote you today. But I stopped myself. Thankfully. I knew you would have hated that.

Argh. Hm. Where to start, heh. Well, I'm breathing easy now, but this summer has been fucking rough on me. One of the worst emotional, backlashing, summers I've ever lived through. I mean, I guess I shouldn't say it like that. It was nice. I've met some really amazing people over the summer, two who are now my best friends. Which is weird. Saying ( Read more... )

You're a whore in sheep's clothing fucking up all I do.

I'm dying to know what's in your head.

I'm good at getting you off.

Don't confuse it for love.

I've run out of complicated theories ( Read more... )

Now that you've decided you didn't want to be in my life anymore, and I finally bowed down, didn't fight you, and pretended to be okay with it, decided it was what was and is best for you, you're still fucking here. I can't get away from you. The church next to my house is playing that fucking song that your church played. The one that did ( Read more... )

you could have prevented this ( Read more... )