well today is just a blah day....as usual.....i read my horoscope though......it was somewhat uplifting......here...i'll post it ( Read more... )

well....i met a new guy.....his name is kerby....weird name....especially for a cowboy.....but i don't care if he wears boots....he's hot....and he's got a great smile!!.....i was surprised that he went to the mall just to see me........he smelled really good....like that Axe stuff.......sigh.......but the sad thing is....he's 21......and i'm not ( Read more... )

well this saturday i'm supposed to be going over to celena's (i'm still not big friends with her) but she said she had something to ask me....if she tries to pull anything on me then i'll just call up mike and he'll pick me up in his nice ass truck....nissan titan.....black....leather interior...o yeaaaaa....lol....O_o anyways......almost the end ( Read more... )

summer is fun......i met a few new people...maybe they won't lie to me....well i hope not....lol.......my internet sux ass......but o well...still here.....i think.......there's a linkin park concert coming up in september.......maybe that'll be fun..........who knows.......well i hope your summer is spectacular!! i also hope it's memorable....... ( Read more... )

well i spent the night over at sasha's it was nice for a change.................being able to finally trust someone feels kinda cool..............i wanted to say thank you to shayne.......you're a great and true friend to those whom now you............now i have the opportunity to be one of those people.......yay!!! lol.......my ex called.....kinda ( Read more... )

they're still lying to me and they won't admit it......so i told all three of them that they can just go fuck themselves into oblivian........i think i went a little overboard though.............o well............i'm supposed to go over to sasha's tonight or tommorrow night...........i just want to forget about this whole shitty ordeal with chris ( Read more... )

ahhhh!!!! i can't find the courage to tell my 'friends' off.......i've never been able to do that though....hmmmm........thank you to those who did give me some advice.....i really appreciate it.........being in high school sucks..........evem though school has ended the drama is still going and it's about to get a hell of alot worse ( Read more... )

just hearing Chris's voice that one (maybe last) time even thought it was only for a few seconds it felt like forever........yes i am over him but i don't miss him either......i miss the idea of him....ya know? i miss having someone like that being by my side.......i miss being held......i miss being kissed..........i miss being stared at with ( Read more... )

god damnit! i can't trust anyone around me anymore........well i talked to chris for a matter of seconds but then..............my so called friend celena grabbed the phone away from me right when he made me smile with something he said......well they (my friends) have been acting very weird lately and everything.........they're hiding something ( Read more... )

well he still hasn't called me.....hasn't answered my emails either.....I guess, he doesn't care about me or like me the way I do him.....I've tried all I can in order to make him see that I still love him.......I've tried everything I know......I just don't know what to do anymore.....I really don't.....all I want to know is why he won't say a ( Read more... )