God, i swear to friggin God.....this just pisses me off......i'm so sick of my so called 'friends'........don't see why they have to be like this I really don't.....anyways I'm going to go and punch my punching bag until I pass out.....maybe.....oh nevermind!

thank you to those who read this,

kittie

I just don't see why I have to feel this way about someone that doesn't even love me...........I know he doesn't otherwise he would have said something to me..........but he didn't so he doesn't.........don't even see why I still think about him........I guess I always fall for the ones who hurt me.......anyways........my summer is going a little ( Read more... )

hmmmmm i was just thinking about chris....what a waste of evergy and good thought....lol........anyways.......summer is okay (so far).........but i garantee that it's not gonna last..........have you ever had the sudden urge to just get up and walk away from your life?.......to go somewhere where no one knows your name?.........just to leave ( Read more... )

i wonder if Chris is even thinking about me.....or even sorry for what he did.......probley not......i don't blame him......i guess that i didn't put forth enough love or time to him.......then again.........he never did for me.....hmmmm.........i wonder........anyways.....it's summer time...yay!!! leaves more time to cause terror through-out my ( Read more... )

thank you baybeecakex69 fairyfriend and akagothicrose for your help....and your concern......i really do apreciate especially at a time such as this....i hope that i can return the favor....anytime that any of you need help at all i will try my best to help....thank you

When Chris M. and I were still dating he didnt' call me for the last 4 days of your 'relationship' hmmmmmm before that we went to the mall on friday......I saw a picture of these 2 girls that I have never ever seen before in my whole life in his wallet.....I didn't ask him about it, infact I don't think he saw me see the lil picture......after that ( Read more... )

i wonder why all my so called 'friends' have turned their backs on me, lied to me, or used me....i never did anything to hurt them....i was there for them in every single way imaginable...but i guess giving them almost everything i had wasn't enough..who knew that even the closest to me would soon be my enemies....many times before i have tried to ( Read more... )

all of our questions are answers to our sins.
all of our endings are waiting to begin.

leave a comment..I don't care....school's out....leave's more time to uhhh, do stuff (looks around spiratically)....see you around......I'll probley get arrested.....