My palms are sweating
I stare into the end
Rather than hide, I’ll pretend.
Everything is wonderful .
Really, everything is green.

( 10 Little Drunk Men )

“you can muffle the drum, and you can loosen the strings of the lyre, but who shall command the skylark not to sing?” --kahlil gibran ( Read more... )

last night was the bestest. the atmosphere in the venue was so chill. i was playing a smile game with the people there. i'd walk around and as i walked by people i'd smile and they always smile back. i was witness to one man's struggle with art, i thought the art would take him down for sure, but he overcame it. "you standing with these guys ( Read more... )

keep laughing at smiley face jokes. self indulgence, insomnia, a sickness with no cure. it seems to be going around.
its my half-birthday, my english teacher said. i'm more special than everyone today 'cause its my half-birthday.

"the come down wasn't too bad, i just got tired instead of arrrghhhr!!!!!"

i felt happy yesterday, like overwhelmingly glad, it was nice. me and tori walked for such a while and put the bunny on the trampoline. being in a big open grassy area that i've never seen was nice, surrounded by trees and peeking at graffiti. the bob dylon movie was hella tight and reminded me how cool he is. alberto's bd was nice. seeing ( Read more... )

discovery of a lovely tangerine tree...delicious

when i feel the sunlight trying to wake my tired eyes ( Read more... )

i spent about 4 hours today in a dark room. i finished my prints and i'm really happy with all of them. YES!!! I WILL NOT FAIL PHOTOGRAPHY!!! i was so sure i would. i didn't dream about stabbing my eyeballs out, still had a nightmare but no one got their fingers cut off. i hope i'm not jumping the gun by anticipating sweet dreams tonight. i ( Read more... )

i went to 7th period for the first time in 2 weeks today...it was more lame than i remember. i have a week to make prints so i can get points, i already thought i failed so i'm "happy" that i get to finish the assignment. i found a roll of film that i took on my birthday... all the pictures are really great, besides being a little fucked up from ( Read more... )

i'm hella tired. new years eve and day lasted for always. indo was the best part of today. weed/my cat. i like smoking my weed with other people in really intimate situations where theres only like 2 or 3 people and everyone is mellow and quiet. everyone is just chill. my cat adds to the niceness of smoking. i was supposed to read huck finn, ( Read more... )