i've been having really torturous dreams. since i have been knitting i keep dreaming that the needles somehow poke my or other people's eyes out. hands getting slammed in doors and limbs being somehow being severed or sliced off. if anyone has any ideas how i could stop getting these bad dreams, i'd be grateful.

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finally an mp3 player to help me pay even less attention in class. sweet. a magical soft amazing pillow that makes me feel better, its pink and shaped like a heart...what more can i ask for? i went to see my nana today, i haven't seen her since i was little. she's 90, she doesn't really walk but rather shuffles across the floor (but with a ( Read more... )

i think i temporarily solved my issues by listening to my favorite 90's groups like the backstreet boys, aqua, the spice girls, christina aguilera, hanson, and of course britney spears. yessssssss!!!!!

to everyone i love, i dedicate this song to you: "MMMBop" -Hanson

You have your many relationships in this life ( Read more... )

perfection. regret that i ever came home. resentment. decided maybe to be a vegetarian. or learn to hum or whistle, maybe tight-rope walking... mom told me i wasn't allowed to become a vegetarian and dad said he would disown me (he was joking) but it didn't sound like a terrible idea, only because today i am depressed ( Read more... )

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yes i do realize that i have updated this 3 times today...and yes, i am extraordinarily bored ( Read more... )

its strange not sleeping all night and not being tired at all... i had some soup, a piece of celery in it was shaped like a heart, i love stuff like that. i'm considering going running, or was until i ate soup, now i feel full. if only it wasn't so cold outside, i'd have more motivation to commune with nature and become one with life. i'm full of ( Read more... )

a series of not really fortunate or unfortunate events...just events ( Read more... )