well lets see i havent updated this son of a bitch in a long time. nothing has really happened I had quit my job and I have been spending most of my time up at Grand Rapids. I just got back from florida around 4 this morning and i already want to go back it just isnt fair. But i have to get a job so i can move out...which i want to do very badly. ( Read more... )

well well well i havent updated this shit journal in so long and thats prolly b/c i have nothing at all to write, well this could all just be a lie but i'm hopefully going to look for apartments this week with chance. All i know is if this kid backs out i'm kicking his ass, but i have a back up option i might very well go and live in GR and live ( Read more... )

wow it has seriously been a lifetime since i have updated...so i'm goin to go ahead and act as if i didnt write this b/c well i have nothing to say.. everyone have a good christmas except you...yeah you.You know who you are and i wish you the worst christmas ever...well i hope everyone now thinks that this person is them and the best of luck ( Read more... )

well hasnt it been forever since i've posted...i dont really have much of a life at the moment. libby and lizzie are home for the weekend so that makes me excited...and james is home too, but i see him quite a bit as it is.well that someone that is posted in the post before this has informed me that friends is not something that that person would ( Read more... )

so where to start...well my poor truck has not had a radio in for about three weeks now and its the saddest thing in the world. what is a girl that lives by music suppose to do.theres just nothing, buti do get to listen to every little thing that is worng with my truck so maybe i'll become a mechanic. Thats a good idea. I know what all the sounds ( Read more... )

so everybody is back at school and they must all be excited if anybody is wonering no school for me this semsmter just work work work. and waiting for you all to return so i have someone to play with. I do indeed have intentions of seeing some of you but there is quite a list.but i have tons of things to look forward to when you all get back next ( Read more... )

i want him i want him bad...more than ever.

so has anybody ever had a situation where they try so hard not to think about but no matter what kind of situation your in your always thinking about that one special something. well i have been cursed with that. i want to be able to not really forget but forget about what happened, makes things go back to how they used to be. and the neat thing ( Read more... )

well it seems that things are looking ok i'm not to worried about things right now. just waiting and thats all that i am goin into detail on that one, sorry. But anyways i started my new job and marshalls in kalamazoo just a couple blocks from Ryans. and i love it the people are so nice there, but its long and my neck hurts. but anyways thats all ( Read more... )

well its pretty late in the night. i have to get up in about 7 hours so i can go work for my dad and be tired as ever. i cant wait until i can spend a whole day with Ryan it seems lately that we both have been so busy, me trying to find a job and him getting his new one. it scares me sometimes when i think about us. I cant imagine loving him any ( Read more... )