Ahhh an update well lets see Court shall be very humerous on NOVEMBER 1.

I hate this being alone......I am so down and out.Being in this Apartment alone is killing me.I am just not used to this plus losing my son doesnt help.Man i need to find something to do or someone to hang out with to keep myself occupied off of shit.

Well tonight sucked.Im drunk but all i want to do is crawl in a corner and cry.Why do i feel this way? I have no idea guess.Fuck you all really all of you could die and i wouldnt care right now....well a few select i would but most just go die.

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Well the person I hung out with tonight really isnt all that cool.Thought i liked her but prob. not.Bah anyways i think ijust need some good friends right now and thats about it.

Grr i feel like im in the ocean with no energy left and floating on nothing being tossed around by tidal waves of emotions.I cant control them , I cant control anything.

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Well I have a new goal.Less drinking (ALOT LESS) and buy me and my son shit.I have been holding off buying myself clothes for along time and need to start.I just have clothes i scavenged from when all my clothes were stolen and everything else.So as soon as my bills are paid me and gabe are going SHOPPing.