Now baby momma is calling and bothering me.She wonders why I feel sad at times when she say's the she never loved me adn shit along those lines.She says i will never grow up or change , but i have done alot of changing since april and think that im doing better now.I dont even care anymore im tired of her calling.I dont even get to see my son and ( Read more... )

Fuck this day lol so far.Man i woke up and everything has went wrong.Im still smiling though not going to get myself down today.

Well I had a great night.Im happy again , Weird shit and stuff but hey at least im happy.Man i need to stop thinking about someone and focus on some other shit bah.Ok im off to bed,work in 2 hours lol im still shit faced thanks Chris & Pierre.

Well I need to sleep for the Vault tonight.My chest started hurting awhile ago and hasnt stopped ....Grr Well im of to bed and at least im starting to be in a good mood.Hope i wake up like this.

Im starting to smile.I guess i am better off alone.Im a better person without her.All she does is bring me down to her level and that is white trash.Im better than that.Im not a meth addict or anything of the nature i dont come form that type of family.Im sorry i had a son to that.Im me and im a great person and im not going to let her drag me down ( Read more... )

Ok after 98 episodes of Beavis And Butthead and watching DO America.Im kinda fucked up and must sleep.Shit ?????????????

Well After sitting home alone and thinking like crazy on what went wrong i have found it.One me and Amee didnt have that much in common but sex.LoL that was about it.Music wise i liked goth/industrial,system of a down and stuff like that and she was a hippie she liked Phish and stuff like that and thats just not me.Il ove her to death but the day ( Read more... )

Well im drunk imagine that.Well i need to thank someone for figuring out a band i have been trying to figure out the name to that i liked.She is great bah.She doesnt even know it though so ha.Man i need to stop drinking but man its going to be hard living alone and being alone.Im going to try , just need to figure out who my true friends are and ( Read more... )

I have to stop this shit.Im letting this break up get to me way too bad.I think i should slow down my drinking to one night a week.Its eating me up ( Read more... )

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