it has been a long time since i have written in this journal... last time i wrote in here my life was wonderful... full of joy and happiness... since then i have gone thru a blur... im no longer with zenaida nor do i ever wanna return to her.... yes i do miss her, she was the love of my life, but i dont want to return to the constant arguements and ( Read more... )

life has changed. i guess it has been for the better. me and zenaida are talking now. she makes me happier than anyone else can. thats really kewl. we do have our share of arguments. yesterday we had an argument. i let my jealousy get the best of me. i asked her one question tho. one important question. i asked her that if i were to ask her to ( Read more... )

im at work right now using the computer during my lunch break. there is somethings i have to say so im gonna go ahead and say it ( Read more... )

im at home now. resting my troubled mind. so much on my mind. i drove around for an hour right now to contemplate everything. i drove around to ease my troubled mind and heart. so much weight i bare on my heart. feelings that wont ceast. emotions that consume my being. everything i know is right now in my face laughing. being waved infront of me ( Read more... )

what can i say? there is alot going on in my head right now. many thoughts. many feelings. many words i wish to speak but go unheard. if only i can speak. i am a mute right now. all my feelings r on my sleeves. i have nothing to hide but now i must. two wonderful nights of seeing that special person who reached inside me and touched my heart. wat a ( Read more... )

here is wat i have to say ( Read more... )

how can i change the world? how can i reach out to u? will you forgive me? i pray to god u will contact me.
those words were directed toward me. someone said it to me. i answered back. the only thing i have to say is

I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR U

things happen in life for a reason. the sun sets and rises the following day. its a fact of life. nothing different from the following sunrise. the only difference is the aspect of the current situations that your own life has gone thru between sunrises. is there anyway of going back and changing the setting of the sun? no there isnt. is there ( Read more... )

wats up everyone?!?!?! guess wat.... the saturn is gone... NOOOOO!!!!! wait a minute.. YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!! I GOT MYSELF A NEW RIDE. i got a 2004 mazda 6. bad as fuck.. automatic everything... it even has a gear shift that u can switch between automatic or manual... im tellin yall its bad as fuck... its awesome...

this has been a weird week for me. i now have a stalker. SOMEONE HELP ME!!!! this girl that has a crush on me wants me but i dont like her. ive done soo much for this girl to leave me alone but she doesnt ( Read more... )