ok i am confused right now about alot of things ( Read more... )

i have barely slept in the past week. i havent been able to sleep tonight. i dont know wat is wrong with me. i know i have been sick but tonight has been the night where i have felt the best and yet i cannot sleep. i want to sleep ( Read more... )

life holds alot of things when u actually look at it.... i found myself in a one day relationship with my ex again... it was weird... she didnt want me... she was too drugged up to notice who it was... to her i could have been am imaginary figure who really wasnt there... thats why it ended after one day when she realized wat she has done... she ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU ZENAIDA!

life is fucked up zenaida. everything happens for a reason. everyone must make choices. yesterday u made a choice and now u backed out that choice. i will not be made a fool of. u dont want to be with me. if u did then u will still be with me right now. and u obviously think im just someone u can step on and return to whenever u fuckin want. guess ( Read more... )

what a strange trip i have been in in the course of the day!!! today has seemed something out a movie. ive been dealing with everything from driving around someone who has no clue where she wants to go to finding love once again with my ex. it has been the weirdest.... it has been so weird that i cant even explain it on here... so i am gonna drop ( Read more... )

everything in life happens for a reason right? isnt everyone suppose to learn from the past? i learned from the past tonite. i realized that i still am in love with my ex. we hung out tonite. the night started off on the wrong foot. immediatly we were arguing. i couldnt even look at her cuz of how i still feel alot for her. she would talk to me ( Read more... )

im at work right now feeling sad and depressed. i miss my ex soo much. i want her back more than anything. ive already asked her to consider it and let me know in a few days. i hope god can see it within his divine power to let me have her in my life again. i would give anything just to have her. ill even give up my leg which is healed away just as ( Read more... )

life trully sucks... i wish i was not where i am right now... no one cares for me... no one probably ever will... i am no one... i need my misery to dissappear... i am alone in this world... this world is SHIT

its been a long time. it has. lots have changed in the path that has led to me back to this ( Read more... )