Das erste Lied klang einfach nur fanatisch traurig, als würde der Sänger gleich an seinen Tränen ersticken, dramatische Liebeslieder ( Read more... )

Große Neuigkeiten.
Erst einmal wünsche ich frohe Weihnachten und einen glücklichen Spaziergang ins frische Jahr 2007 (besser spät als nie...).
Dieses Jahr starte ich durch. Aber total. Immerhin sind es nur noch schlappe *nachguck* 23 Tage bis zu meinem 18. Geburtstag. Irgendwann werden wir alle älter. Und da schulisch alles so gut läuft werde ich ( Read more... )

Do I spread the impression my life wouldn't be so much fun?
It seems like somewhere on my way my live-journal lost it's irony (while my real life is still full of it). Whenever something scary and bloody and horrific occurs I tend to put it into mind-blowing exaggerated words. 
What about the strange but lovely things in my life that turn it into ( Read more... )

Almost every time I sleep with a man I feel like I'm being rapped. It scares me, it hurts me, I can't enjoy it.
Tonight I dreamt of it, of all the pain and the anger and fear, the tears and the shame. I felt used, naked, exhausted, when I woke up. I still do ( I woke up 15 minutes ago).
I don't know if it would be different with women - if it would ( Read more... )

Martins' girlfriend broke up with him(Haha!). I truly find joy in her misfortune.

I turned out to be a striver (who would have thought). I won't get one single D in my next report, the C's will be the worst.

I'm thinking about taking art as an intensive course, if German and English won't work out together.

I'm still with Max and I get along with my ( Read more... )

I don't wanna lose you, But I don't wanna use you Just to have sombody by my side And I don't wanna hate you I don't wanna take you But I don't wanna be the one to cry And I don't really matter To anyone, anymore But like a fool I keep losing my place And I keep seeing you walk through that door But there's a danger in loving somebody too much ( Read more... )

Io credo che stia nella mia natura. E sono assolutamente improduttiva a combatterci contro. Se sono Single, voglio assoutamente una relazione, poichè io perdo la vicinanza e la fiducia che osservo nelle altre coppie.Quando sono poi in una relazione si modifica immediatamente la mia opinione. Mi sento costretta e soffocata, come un uccello con le ( Read more... )

Pure magic, pure sex, pure power through my veins, pure enchantment, pure life.
Fucking awesome.
I'm still searching for words.
But this was inspiration that went right into my blood.
Amazing.
The Peppers are like a drug that won't make you feel worn out but get higher and higher and won't ever stop.
Can't stop.

Hamburg university is so much fun - so many ( Read more... )

I'm really too lazy with posting. Nasty me.

I'm together with Max for one week today. I'm as happy as one can be. I never had such deep and enrooted feelings. I never felt so well thinking about the future to come, I never felt that confident. My past boyfriends made me cherish the time I had without them. I was more in love with my freedom than I ( Read more... )

Dear Max ( Read more... )