Party was so much fun. I danced, I drank, I held profound conversations with my sweetness Kathrin <3 and my gift has gone down well.

The demonstration was sweet... Moe and I got there with two guys we believe have already been there 30 years ago to stand up against nuclear power (and Moe remarked they probably had their car with them 30 years ago as ( Read more... )

My mother broke down at lunch.
She's talking about sitting between the chairs. About running away. About perishing. 
She's crying here eyes out. She's looking so old. Used. Worn.

We're going to move. Rather sooner than latter. And it kills my mother to break with her mother. But if she won't it will kill her anyway.

After my grandfather died ( Read more... )

Wenn die Welt so einfach wäre, wie sie auf den ersten Blick aussieht, dann hätten wir nur die Hälfte aller Probleme. Da versperrt mal ein Baum den Weg oder ein Busch kreuzt den Pfad ( Read more... )

Wer ich bin? Wer sind wir denn schon? Ich bin ein Teil von euch, ihr seid ein Teil von mir. Wir sind alle Menschen, zumindest ziehen wir es vor uns so zu nennen. Wir sind alle Geiseln unserer stillen Momente, unserer Gedanken die uns verfolgen wie Kopfgeldjäger. Ich bin die, die ich aus mir mache und das ist kaum der Rede wert. Ich bin ein Mensch, ( Read more... )

I cannot live with this lie anymore.


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This is for all the people out there who can't stand hearing another rock-pop-electro-folk-country-punk-metal-love song. Singers who don't know what love is themselves getting lyrics from a writer who gets his inspiration from cheesy hollywood movies. Just stop doing this to the world.

I woke up the other day
Exhausted and sweaty
And laid on my bed ( Read more... )

It was half past eight. My father and I got in the car to pick up Martin from the train station. I never met him before but I knew him from an internet community and we seemed to get along so he wanted to come over and talk a little. By that time I already knew he has a girlfriend but he's practicing free love. I knew about the problems he has with ( Read more... )

I think I forgot to mention that I slept with a guy called Jonas on the 23rd of September. On a washing machine (if anybody cares).

And I dreamt of Thias last night. How will I ever be able to get over him like this? I think my major problem is that I don't care for getting over him. I don't want to get over him.

Well let's get this broke down to the basics ( Read more... )

Okay I just need to write it down. My family is making me sick. My uncle is knocking the stoffing out of my father again and again. My aunt tells him to. And my grandmother joined them. She always thought we (in this case my mother, my father and I) are crazy and mentally handicapped. Well, we're living in the same house for a long time now. But my ( Read more... )