9.00 : getting up
  9.05 : getting ready
  9.50 : getting into the car
10.00 : arriving at the train station in Elmshorn
10.02 : meeting the girls
10.09 : catching the train
10.37 : arriving in Hamburg Dammtor
10.40 : catching the bus

and till than there was no plan, no time, no fucking control.
We ran right into the demonstration. 3000 anti-Fascists ( Read more... )

... 'cause he dumped me! But this was the last time he did this to me. On monday he said he would definitly come on wednesday because he would leave later that day to go on a trip with his best friend and his best friends family ( Read more... )

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Okay - I'm still no single. But I decided that I won't take our relationship as seriously as I did. I give us a chance because I like him very much and could imagine spending the rest of my life with him. But I don't really feel engaged, I feel more like being a normal couple. And I don't feel bad looking at other boys and girls. I still believe I ( Read more... )

* I wanna be single! *


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I've got a date! Is it crude to say that when you're engaged ( Read more... )

I have never been as challenged as I am right now in my life before, I've never been as busy, as tired and worn out as I am. And it feels wonderful ( Read more... )

...these are 21 things that i want in a lover
not necessarily needs but qualities that i prefer...

1. deadly beautiful metrosexual foreigner
2. intelligent and politically aware
3. talking and singing with gentle voice
4. movie lover
5. reading a bewitching book to me before falling asleep cuddling together in a big warm bed
6. sporty but not sport ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in the middle of the night trying to figure out how I feel. And I simply can't tell. I feel dumped because that's defiantly what my fiancé did. He dumped me - again. I mean, we live about 9.000 km apart from each other. Why is it so hard showing up on time when we have a web cam date (oooh, so romantic -.-)?! He dumps me so often ( Read more... )