Very difficult, very confusing, how am I ever going to get anyone to stay by my side if I change drastically all the time! OK so alot of arguments and problems start because I am a very "Ill do it myself!, go away!, don't touch me!, Leave me alone, I'll deal with it," sort of person, not to be confused with bitchiness i hope. UNTIL! I AM alone, ( Read more... )

Today was probably one of the worst days of the year in its entirety ( Read more... )

Lots of stuff to discuss ( Read more... )

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Im riding the Pms wave and it's enough to make me crazy ( Read more... )

These past two days have been so emotional man.. fight after fight with andrew. I sunk pretty deep down today, felt blacker then I have felt for awhile...wanted actually to see red but that alternative is something that tries to comes into play but stays on the bench instead... I want things to be better, especially because we have so much to look ( Read more... )

Is there post pms??? I have been feeling so insecure lately.. what the fuck?? between my acne that just refuses to remove itself from my face and my weight and my hair...im freaking out. I don't want to look in the mirror, take pictures..nothing ( Read more... )

sooo... as if my neck wasnt stiff enough, I mean seriously! I am assuming I pulled a muscle in my neck doing yoga and then pulled it more lifting at work... I was feeling some kind of way yesterday and then I lifted this one box and this thing happened to me that I felt from inside my skin and I thought to myself...hmm this cant be for the best. ( Read more... )

Nothing new or exciting...mAybe another time then

I find myself wanting to start all these new hobbies. Yesterday I started practicing my henna designs on paper, and I was wanting to go get hemp stuff, even learn how to knit or crochet or something. I don't know, I think it's because I am getting quite anxious for shit to start moving along. I've thought so entirely too much about living in ( Read more... )