Ok so I am finding myself staying in this same sort of "i need to save money but somehow I never get ahead" sort of orbit. It's frusterating, I'm not scrapping or anything but on the same token I am staying in the same spot finiancially ( Read more... )

Yesterday was more stressful that I had hoped. Andrew and I have been arguing lately alot because of my sexual anorexia. It was the same thing with joe and I had hoped that it was just because the relationship started hitting the floor. I start out in a relationship wanting and having lots of sex...and then it just stops. My sex drive becomes ( Read more... )

I can't believe I'm coming back to this. It's seems more natural than I expected being that I am a natural journal--ler.... It's been a little over a year.. Things feel good, relaxed is a better word I think. After I am done writing this I believe I will be watching this movie that I rented "but i'm a cheerleader" Ive never seen it ( Read more... )

So I shaved my eyebrows completely off.. I'm a doll today.. whoo! I got the eyebrows down and everything, i just have to go steal some white makeup.. jeez... anywho, I feel naked and without draawn on eyebrows i look like an alien... go figure...
<3
Zuravin

Well well well ( Read more... )

OK so not lastnight but the night before i was hangin out.. and i was feeling all cranky cuz my stomach was fuckin killin me when who walks into my bedroom but my goodfriend steve and his very awesome girlfriend named joanna (im dearly sorry if i spelled that wrong) she brought me a most excellant fairy picture which looks very lovely in my room ( Read more... )

ehhh.. my stomach feels like its going to collaspe.. since yesterday i have had the worst stomach pains ever.. i woke up and although they arent quite as bad i still feel like just rolling up in a ball all day and not moving... unfortionality however, i must go to work and deal with it.. i hate work, everything about it actually i just fuckin hate ( Read more... )

i went to bed at 10:30 lastnight, whoop whoop. what i party pooper i sure turned out to be. my dear friend leo was here and without even thinking about it i walked to my room and passed the fuck out... i slept until 8:30 and then i had to get up... we're traveling to st.pete today.. Nice long trip just for justin, a dear friend.. i guess we're ( Read more... )

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo im 21.. i now get drunk in public which is always a fine time ( Read more... )

I almost did a full head stand yesterday!!!