Today i had done the most despicable thing of my entire life. . . and i got caught ( Read more... )

Dropped bits of my soul along my long walk
Now I've gone as far as god said

Dropped all that I had to find my way back
...but all I can see's up ahead

If I take this step forward I'd lose my way home
and the me I knew would be dead

So I'll pick up new bits and make me a new soul
and not wonder where my path woulda' led

I quit Strattera and never missed it. I think it may have had its biggest effect on me as an anti-depressant. The only thing i miss about Strattera was the obsessive thoughts of death (usually only seen with teenage patients). So now what am i gonna' do to amplify my morbid intrusive thoughts? People on medication are crazy. . . and so are the ones ( Read more... )

That first week of taking Stratera was a blast. Suddenly everything focused. But now after taking higher doses (psychologist gave me samples increasing in amount weekly) Ive been feeling tired. Im not quite as exited as i was that first week. Not as optomistic about taking this drug. Maybe less is more. Ill find out in a few weeks ( Read more... )

I wanted to say at first after half a year of having no interest in making a post, "Im Back!". But it didn't seem to apply to the situation after considering that I haven't ever really been here. Not all at once at least! Ive always been somewhat scattered. When part of me had the energy to focus on a post i would be negative. And ive been that way ( Read more... )

"My number one rule is to keep that camera rolling. Even if it's shaky or slightly out of focus, I don't give a rip. "Even if a big old alligator is chewing me up I want to go down and go, 'Crikey!' just before I die. That would be the ultimate for me."

Other than the obvious, whats REALLY funny is that just after i heard the news ->I<- said ( Read more... )

ALMOST one full year since my last post. Just five days short. I thought i might wait five days and make it a full year but i figure i would forget and it might end up being 1 3/4 year which is just as un-interesting. And even after a YEAR i have nothing to share. Nothing to mention that Sarah hasn't already . . . well i guess i'll see ya'all next ( Read more... )

We've been watching everything Sta-Wars lately. Its just one of those moods any healthy consumer gets in once every other year. Gaige has been diggin' it. So i found on "theAngryJanitor"s (forgive my lack of HTML skills) journal, a fun quiz! On TheAngryJanitors website, a fun quiz i have found. Heheh heh hmmm I thought for sure i was a Han Solo but ( Read more... )

I hate art...thats why i call this "art". I made it at work today and even entered it into an NAU (Northern Arizona University) art-show! A co-worker said i could get at LEAST an honorable mention for it. ( Read more... )

Have you ever made an assumption based on your own racist observations? Now you can! Just match the crime to the suspect and see how many you get right ( Read more... )