He is crawling like a champ, has two teeth and more coming, says Mama, Dada, and Blahblah pretty regularly, and today took two steps wihtout holding onto anything ( Read more... )

A friend posted this quote and it really remarked on what I wanted to say on the death of Osama. I just can't rejoice in anyone being killed and worry about the repercussions of this action ( Read more... )

Life has been a set of ups and downs lately ( Read more... )

I am really in need of me time, and not just get some sleep or try to shower me time, but time alone with my thoughts and maybe escaping in a book time, but I have lost that for the past 8 1/2 months and I don't know how to get it back. It is my fault too, I took on too much so that Alex would not resent having a baby, not like that is working ( Read more... )

2010 was all about a year of change and growth for me not sure yet what will become of all of it but it will be an adventure and keep me learning and guessing thanks to my son.
:)
Crys

Merry Christmas all, you are loved

when you with kids had your baby teething did they wake up alot at night screaming and crying. Josh does. It is weird as he is fine durinf the day but at night when we wind down and/or try to sleep he is up every hour or so screaming and crying and it is hard to get him to relax, oralgel or feeding only, seems to work ( Read more... )

Docs visit today, need lots of follow ups ( Read more... )

It is my birthday and I have been up since 4 with a very fussy baby, he won't sleep, he is eating fine and will play on and off but he is miserable. i had a 2 hour nap thanks to Alex and got redbones and finale but overall, today sucked, I need a do over.

Crys

I don't get it, during the work week I can only pump 4 to 3 ounces at a time but if it is the weekend or a vacation period I can get 6 to 9 ounces. What the heck is wrong with me, I am still producing and Josh gets enough to eat but I can't make enough at work and home to feed him lately when he is taken care of, ugggh ( Read more... )