I hate being in a position where I want to yell at someone and I start thinking about all the nice things about them, and I feel bad. I mean I have a valid reason to be mad but I cannot bear to make certain people sad. And It's not people intentionally blackmailing me, it's just the way they are ( Read more... )

The Mars Volta is friggin` weird, but undeniably talented. Some of their stuff blows my mind, the other is just like a koala bear crapped a rainbow into an accordion.

Just got done with my run, feel pretty good, been keeping up with my pull-ups, was pleasantly surprised when I looked in the mirror. I actually have wing muscles now! My pecs are so unimpressive, but my arms look good. Not great yet. I'm starting to see how my body will fill out and it was satisfying. I won't go into my self image issues, but I ( Read more... )

I have been reading this journal from beginning to end and it has always been that lots of people think I'm awesome and I am always all eeyore about everything. And everyone is spewing happy all over me about me moving back. I take back all the bad shit I say about myself ( Read more... )

So I've decided to break the story down into 4 major parts and work on it from there, and write it like a seasonal TV show. Here is the outline of the first part. Please point out any obvious contradictions or other plot holes you can spot ;D ( Read more... )

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This is my favorite clip from the venture brothers. Dean's own imagination calls him a pussy!

Dad is getting treatment and has been for a while. They're not doing chemo, I don't know the details. But he is taking it very seriously, he's just been secrative about everything. He still hasnt told me, I get all this info secondhand.

Today is being a kick ass day on all fronts. Breath of fresh air :)

I have been thinking too much so I played WoW until it shut up and was replaced with a dull hum. I have wow headache and it feels like my eyes are too big. I don't feel better but I feel different. Life is stupid and I don't like it, should be a lich instead and be all awesome and shoot frost rays at people.

Stop making me feel old or I'll make fun of you after you have kids and get fat...

So I have been thinking on this more and life and all that, and looking at what I'm doing and where I'm going ( Read more... )