Really I should be. I'm just sort of up right now, in that mood where I don't want to sleep despite being tired enough to do so. Recent events of the weekend have something to do with it. Nothing major or upsetting really, though there's something unsettling about a small portion of today, early on. Part of it certainly is a long afternoon of ( Read more... )

Every day this week has been horribly slow and boring. It's really my own fault for not forcing myself into doing something or other productive. I just find that I'm craving company lately, and my only real place to turn for it at the moment is online, which is sort of pathetic in a way. However, it's what I have, and it's what I'll do ( Read more... )

I had to try this simple little thing after seeing it on Akenamenti's journal.

On a more substantial note, thank you for the recent show of support everyone. It's much appreciated, and has helped me relax back into my usual overly calm state.

I feel sick today. Not physically sick, but deeply sick in the pit of my stomach, in every nerve ending, through every bone. I'm afraid I'm going to end up alone so soon, when all I want right now is to be with someone. I don't necessarily mean a relationship of boyfriend, mate, what have you. I just mean alone. Again ( Read more... )

Just back in from a trip to the movies and dinner with Straif and Aken. I feel better than I have in many weeks, even with a touch of sadness for not being able to spend more time with them. No details needed. I'm just in a good mood, and happy to be in it.

I passed my written exam cleanly, yet before I can schedule the driving portion of my test I need to take a form in to my doctor and have it filled out. Problem? Why yes. It takes three months to get in to see my endocrinologist ( Read more... )

Me - Hey, dad, you're on vacation this week?

Him - Yes, why?

Me - I want to take my driving test like, Thursday. I need to use your car to do it.

Him - Oh, okay. I'll take you out to practice tonight or tomorrow night too.

Me - Uh...what did you do with my father?

Getting the BMV's number in my cell right now as I run out to work. UNF.

All you say is sour ( Read more... )

It's been a bit longer than I had intended since my last post, but that's due to a bit of activity on various fronts. While my initial goats of accomplishing all things car related in one week weren't realized, I'm still happy in what I did accomplish on that frton. I'pve gatehred a few insurance quotes, picked up my permit, gone over the laws, and ( Read more... )

This week, I have goals. And today has been a good start to these goals. I suppose the goals can be broken down into a simple statement of - I want to be able to drive by this weekend. So, being an industrious faggot, I went to the BMV today. I shelled out cash, I filled out forms, and I picked up my permit package. I've skimmed through the book ( Read more... )