i want to take my medication ( Read more... )

i maybe loved
they have a shitty way of showing it
i and them so bad
i still wanna cry
someone hold me

so acording to the grape vine, i am loved more than i think, and if i wait, it will all be okay and its understood that it hurts more than anything ever has, but in the end it should be fine

in class wicked tired
hard time sleeping last night
way to much on my mind....
marcus is gone....
i wanna go to sleep now....

everything is shit!
no one will ever want me its not possiable for someone to want me
timmy is stupid for thinking that marcus moved in with me because marcus is leaving monday!
and marcus is leaving monday
oh and a fucking 16 year old gets a 23 year boyfriend thats a doll, and im stuck playing taxi for everyone

i hate people who lie to you to make you feel better so they dont feel guilty being happy

i dont blame anyone who does it
at all
because right now i wanna do everything under the sun and forget the fact that a fucking 16 year old has someone who oh so loves her and forget the fact that skany bitchs will always win because I AM SHIT THATS WHY arent you so happy father? you got your fucking wish

marcus leaves monday

your learn so much from ease-dropping and people are crazy i really hope im not that crazy not the nieve....
but i know i am to someone
everyone is always nieve when your listening to them but you always do the same shit yourself

These are the reasons and things i give up on ( Read more... )