yeah so ditched last night know im gonna get a call tonight, oh i need to get drunk with that way everything i say will be the truth in his head and wont think its a bunch of bullshit becuase that fucking cunt never deserved the title... im sick of not having that i wanted it from him more than anything ..... i really think people are nothing but ( Read more... )

so THE BEST NEWS EVER OH MY FUCKING GOD ( Read more... )

New Orleans is gone, I just dont believe dont want to believe they cant fix, it was such a special place to me, a place with great mystroy a place i always wanted to go ( Read more... )

okay so this is going to be a long one ( Read more... )

why is there no god? there cant be because i begged and i mean pleaded that if this last relationship wasnt meant to be but thats okay just dont let me get hurt dont let me fall, and if it is let it be please... and look where im at,,, so heartbroken that the tears pour out of me while watching freaky friday i wanna cry right now, Chris made me ( Read more... )

i miss so many people and so many facts i knew i cant think straight... life is funny t that way takes what meories you want and leaves you with what you dont. maybe becausei havent learned from the ones i dont

im going to hand write all my entrys keep them some where... just incase just because
i miss justyn and kenny-d

i cried watching freaky friday dont know why not at all a sad movie ( Read more... )

1.okay okay i am addicted to cofee ( Read more... )

I thought summer was over.... good god its been HOT. things are good pulling my self out of the depression still gets shitty once in a while but not like it was .. i got wicked wicked sick lastnight/this morning woke up at 3:00 throwing up 3:00 seems to be a trend in something i have to watch that. I was asked if i was physic the other day... ( Read more... )