*sigh*
you all know

hey my birthday is so close, i love my car its so fucking hot i feel so good driving it.

I hope everything works out for my bday i will be so sad if it doesnt....
I dont know what more to say besides ive been wicked sad...
routine is getting old

it has to be abuse when someone wont let you have a good day ( Read more... )

it was fun, great seeing Austin. i missed him a lot. and my birhday is comging up going to be in the same place as austins.

getting the mustang soon.

seth is leaving soon, at leastim told, dont know if i believe it dont want to believe it.

im lonel is really nice out right not but it will be another perfect day in sd

meet soo soo many people last night and it all started with games of hangman oh just one more just one more and kept going to the point now we have a music group the two people i liked are gonna hook up... and um megan someone we met likes me and bought me dinner. but it was a lot of fun and craziness, and yet out of all that today i still feel ( Read more... )

not really, but anyway, i might might get a mustang and that would be hot! convertable yep yep yep yep. and i know you are trying to set me up see what i tell your mother same same, i know your not that fucking dumb to leave, there is no way! because people or at least with a little help i can see right through well without help but im told what i ( Read more... )

okay so i woke up and cant sleep and freaking out again and all i wanna do i smoke a bowl and crash right clam me down. nope dad doesnt work today so he wont be leaving soon, so now weed... fuck i need medication...i really wish i never let him come back, damn loneliness

3,000 miles is just too far

so yeah i dont know what to think or feel anymore which is been a common thing latly. I like Chris but I dont get the butterflys in my stomach when im with him, i dont like his coglone.... and i keep having dreams about you know who. and its sucks every goddamn night i dream about him everynight ( Read more... )

so im never picking seth up again he is just rude rude rude if i didnt have marcus with me all i would have is them making out in my backseat which is so rude when someone picks you up out of you way and you dont even say thank you.... well fuck that. shit ( Read more... )

I fucking hate him, all he was, was full of bullshit lies i dont want anyone to love me, i dont want to care about anyone that way again i never want to feel that hurt again, im nothing more than a player . then why the fuck did you say you loved her? why the fuck are you wearing a ring? you hardly even know her, your nothing more than a fucking ( Read more... )