Yes one and all just ten more days and ive sheaded another year ( Read more... )

Chris was wicked drunk tonight which made converstaion difficult and im a little pissed he blew me off to drink but whatever i still kissed him, but wouldnt let it go pass that, and i know he wanted to he said 'so lets take this in the car' i was just like no not tonight. i dont want the only time people fuck me is when their fucked up. so yeah he ( Read more... )

YOU CAN NOT LOVE SOMEONE AFTER A MONTH, THATS BULLSHIT!!! WHY CANT SOMEONE EVER SAY THEY LOVE ME.... AND EVEN IF IT IS BULLSHIT LIKE HIM

its sicking, he already says he loves her! and its not even a fucking month what the fuck is up with that?! I know now its me, that I will never be loved, EVER! Chris is so nervous and scared to be in a relationship that we wont happen. I cant blame him. but it hurts.

anyway went to NEW HACK JOHNSON and it was awsome.. had a blast,

first off and most important Chris calls me everynight and we talk and tease and joke and he just makes me smile. i enjoy that i need that someone who treats me good.

But why do we as people want the ones who will treat us like shit..

im gonna try to keep this short because my comp is acting weird and deleting shit right when im almost done

Lips ( Read more... )

my Chris is so sweet, he made sure to call me back last night it was wicked late and i was almost a sleep but we talked for a bit. he teased me and we chated that if he shave his heaad he'd look like a pencil and just being sweet, which is what i need more than anything right now because i feel like i now longer have a heart ( Read more... )

this sucks ( Read more... )

I met her, nothing great, at all, she things like most girls think, that she is chaning him, she doesnt think he is that cute things he is annoying. I dont get people... met one of my guys from myspace not the one i really wanted to but one just the same i dont think he hit it off you can tell but i dont care. I just need to have a guys arm to hang ( Read more... )

i felt really pretty today until i picked up timmy, sigh
someone i know tried to kill themselves, but they are okay, and im watching cant hardly wait. why is it happiness is only found in the movies?
the actors in it its crazy what some of them went off to do

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