My apartment is a mess. I have no decour.  I want house plants and a bitchin' new lap top.  I want my new pleated schoolgirl skirt to fit right and look just the right amount of sleazy.  And sometimes I just wnat to be alone.

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Well, my resolution to write more couldn’t have some at a worse time. When I write, I like to be by myself with no one around to look over my shoulder or ask what I‘m doing. However, beginning last night, time alone is now harder to come by. My fiancé and I share the same apartment, work at the same store, in the same department, have the same ( Read more... )

Here's something very few have ever seen... Me with hardly any makeup.  Don't get used to it.


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I haven’t posted in a long time. Haven’t written anything -noteworthy or otherwise- in forever. And I’ve got to stop that. There are so many excuses I indulge myself with. I need to spend time with the honeybunch, I’ve been too busy with work, I’m tired, I’ll just play the Sims for a little while… Or so I tell myself.

There are going to be some ( Read more... )

My entire day has been absolutely and entirely blah. I woke up, did some reading, called the boyfriend, fell back to sleep, woke up, did a little more reading then took a nap. See what I mean? That was my whole day. Blah, that’s what it is. Utterly blah.

At least it’s only been one day of blah. I have work tonight, but I had the last two nights ( Read more... )

Wow. It’s been a long time, has it not? Longest hiatus I’ve ever had. There’s so much that’s changed in the realm of Nephimar. I’m still working at Safeway. Still living at home with Mom and the brat. But other than those few things, my life has defiantly changed. In some ways the changes have been good, in others… not so much.

Here’s the first ( Read more... )

I’ve managed to steal a few moments and devote them to a quick LJ update! Fun, huh? Here are some major events/weird happenings that have happened since my last post. With luck, I’ll find time to go into a little more detail in a future post. Maybe.

My best friend has expressed an interest in using sex toys with me. However, she isn’t sure if she ( Read more... )

I spent a good portion of yesterday doing wedding related things with my friends Stephanie and Faitha.  It was horrible.  Looking at dresses sucked. And then when we were *finally* done, Stephanie spent the next hour on the phone. All we did was drive around while she talked to her fiancé, AJ. Faitha and I could hardly even talk to eachother ( Read more... )

Has it really been more then a month since my last post? Jebus, I’ve been slacking. There are reasons- well, excuses really -for why I’ve been absent from the intraweb for so long. What with the release of HBP, the completion of Maya’s Underwater Light and various other real-life things, I’m sorry to say that I just haven't felt up to making time ( Read more... )

I should go to bed. Really, I should. But, somehow, the day just seems incomplete. It’s like there’s something that I really have to do but I can’t for the life of me figure out what it is. Maybe it’s just that I’m a working girl now and today was my day off ( Read more... )