i started a paper journal yesterday that involves writing with my hand and a pen. the act of writing is far more therapeutic than that of typing. the point of a journal is to share thoughts. livejournal, you were fun once. but, my self conciousness has gotten the best of me. basically all of you have another form of contacting me, i encourage you ( Read more... )

you know, doing things for people is one of the best feelings. but, right now there's not an excessive opportunity to do that. that said ( Read more... )

SO i'm in my new flat now at 7 Cherokee Street, which is on mission hill, but not the mission hill you may think it is. so far there has been wining, uno, scrabble, leaves rustling as i woke up, the ceremonial orange painting, uncomparable slapstick comedy, drums in the basement, low rent, and everyone informing me that i don't have that much ( Read more... )

today i had the strongest emotional reaction i've ever had to the news. there is no reason as to why it would come today. today is just yet another series of the last 400-some days there have been deaths and fighting in iraq over the past year and change. but, today, it just hit me. maybe it was the other news that got me..bush and cheney ( Read more... )

i've been having daydreams about answering questions from interviewers all week about novels i will have written. the interesting thing, naturally, is that my current chosen career path would pose me as the interviewer. at this point in my thoughts, i typically drive myself up a wall and back down again considering whether i have some sort of ( Read more... )

I was alright with being home until basically right now, when i remembered that i took out as many movies as possible at the library because there's nothing to do here ( Read more... )

aw man, denali broke up!

i'm done with school. for 8 months.

i think i am surely destined for the writer's life, at least to attain happiness at some level. Sleep at random times is the only thing that makes sense in terms of rest. my room has become a great comfort, because i am surrounded by things that are mine. I have realized that it doesn't matter in the least where you live, but just that you are in ( Read more... )

the other day i was having a conversation with ben about drums and such. we were talking about different techniques and how we line things up and all this irrelevant stuff. (like he kept referring to pocket beats and all this different stuff and i was just thinking WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT) it was sort of funny attempting to explain to him how i ( Read more... )

jason gregoire is my hero
i wish he were a girl so he could be my lover.

ps engine down was pure sex this evening. i'm glad thursday and posion the well take nights off of their tour so engine down can play to 30 kids in small new hampshire towns.