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Brain chemicals are a pain in the ass. For no good reason, I suddenly feel irrationally and horribly insecure and bad. Guilty even. I have no idea why, it just kicks in. I get through it by sleeping or intellectualizing everything - I slip into my brain I guess. But I hate this feeling, it makes me sick to my stomach, just physically ill. ( Read more... )

Ok, so another thing that has been going on for awhile that is seriously bothering me is the Valeria Plume investigation, particularly Bob Novak's involvement in it. To refresh your memory, Novak outed an active CIA agent who is married to Ambassador Joe Wilson, who exposed the yellow cake uranium screwup by the the Bush folks. Since it is ( Read more... )

well, sorry for the depressing entry last night. its not 7:18 am, and while I haven't slept yet, I'm feeling much better. I read the rest of a good book, called Quicksilver. So, good morning everyone, hope things are well. Yay insomnia! :-P

I'm feeling pretty shitty for a variety of reasons, the primary one I'm not going to go into. But, by a winding path of thought, I came to realize that I don't remember many people dying before I went to college. But after coming to College, I definitely do. I mean, I remember by grandfather dying, and I remember being hit hard when a few things ( Read more... )

I really do need to learn HTML and start a website. One where I can both blog and have political rants, and post papers I've written and all that. I'm constantly seeing links I'd love to put up. Really, this country scares me sometimes. Its the source of my biggest (professional) question: Do I do the research and scholarship I love and go into ( Read more... )

Well, typical home stuff so far. Of course my allergies have been bad - I'm allergic to our dog and all that. So thats fun. I haven't seen anyone other than my parents and my brother yet, but I suppose thats ok. Mom is on one of her "family time" kicks, but again, its empty nest syndrome so I forgive her. The road trip here was long and lonely ( Read more... )