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Where to Goth
I have a festive urge to see old faces but I failed to go to Ascension after waking up late and faffing with clothes after a rare episode of massive woes over the size of my arse. Last time I went, there was only one dance floor. That's a pity but I like sitting through a set of noise and watching the bleepy people dance. Does anyone go to Bedlam? ( Read more... ) -
Ouch
It's been a while. I'm sporting a lovely swollen black eye after basketball hustling. I was embarrassed to burst out crying and sub myself out, but it was less to do with the impact and more to do with shock, and the fact that my mental health needs a bigger punch in the face right now. So I already needed to exorcise the stress from all the crap ( Read more... ) -
Facebook Hate
I have a growing disgust for Facebook, which I have just discovered is an accepted word in the auto correcting format and my phone. And I can't delete the bloody thing because it's the only way people give invites to parties and events these days. I did resist texting once upon a time in lieu of a phone call, now my friends use private Facebook ( Read more... ) -
Warming Up
I got the urge to smoke a cigarette left behind on a cafe table today. Smoking is foul, makes me sick and I pass up joints now after finally remembering the pointlessness of getting dizzy and slow. Perhaps my frugalness, irked at the sense of waste, momentarily overrode my disgust. Anyway the notion passed and I didn't take it ( Read more... ) -
the walking dead
Resurrecting this thing. Probably for my own sense of continuity or roots or something. Still in zombie mode and have to dust the cobwebs out before I can manage a proper update. Still, a token post lest the optimism wears off or a crisis of confidence that nobody wants to read this. Even me. -
When to be Bad.
I must confess I injured a spider tonight. I didn't mean it. And I didn't have the courage to kill it, so I walked away and left it.
If I didn't feel guilty, I'd be a different person. I think I have a chronic confession disorder.
I'm losing perspective on what I should apologise for.
Sorry. -
ooer
I really can't stop thinking about light. Light so sexy. -
no worries
From where I’m looking the clouds are moving quickly, thick dark clusters are breaking up for white to shine through. I was thinking how the contrast would be illustrated on a video histogram. It’s a habit now. I can only see through a tiny crack in the curtains covering one bay window, even then the sky looks vast. Everything is very small. -
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