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Being made aware of yourself is a horrifying thing. One can hardly expect another to willingly go through it for their sake, and not of that one’s own accord. And so I find myself at an impasse in my daily living space, willing myself through this torture for the sake of my relationship while my companion seems determined to avoid it. And not ( Read more... ) -
My “New” Journey
At least, one I embarked on just over a year ago. I wrote about it on my other journal, wistfulmiseries. You can read all about it, if you like. I may or may not post something else, here or there, in the coming weeks. It all depends on if it fits my authenticity/agenda.
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It was a day like any other...
Except I was getting married.
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Frankly...
I've been contemplating lately whether or not I should go back on medication. There are many factors to consider, such as the symptoms I'm trying to target, what the side effects of contending medications may be, how they will affect the plans I'm trying to execute for a better future that will ultimately bring me closer to mental stability, ( Read more... ) -
We Interrupt Our Regularly Scheduled Program to Bring You...
... a short story about being a woman on the first day of her period. Enjoy ( Read more... ) -
Meaningless Chatter
Tonight I just want to talk without purpose. Maybe I’ll sort through some things ( Read more... ) -
This Could Be a Long One...
Dear M,
I wish I could explain to you why I got so upset tonight, but... I can't. I made the decision to swallow down all my complex feelings and let the bitterness seep into my joints. Now it's gone and I can't recall the reasoning. Or, rather, there is a block. I can feel it in my heart, this secret barricade that forces me to turn my eyes away ( Read more... ) -
The Autumn Cometh...
I feel like the old format for writing entries was somehow more inspiring. The vastness of this one is unstructured and aimless. It makes me feel like I don't know what point I'm trying to make in my writing. Just a small complaint.
Sleep has been elusive, like a moth spastically making its way through my home. Every time I reach out to grab it, I ( Read more... ) -
What'd I Miss?
Well, it's been 3 years since the angry letters stopped... seriously. I didn't remember being that fiery way back when. It's actually pretty entertaining to re-read some of the stuff I wrote, amidst the inescapable onslaught of embarrassment and frenzied deleting. Something I really like about my old entries (well, the ones I've cherry-picked as ( Read more... ) -
You're Not Welcome
I hate it when I can see someone forming generalizations about my personality based on incomplete information, such as what they think I meant when I made a remark or what they assume are the thoughts behind something I've stated. Usually the people making such assumptions are the sort of people that aren't straightforward themselves and are ( Read more... )