Managing is fun ( Read more... )

It's been a while. Not that anyone cares anyways. Someone has made me think. I put my heart and mind into a wierd place. I left town for a few days just to see what it would be like waking up to the beach. My new job is very healthy for my brain. I am constantly surrounded my pro audio and music. Selling it is easy. I care about the person who asks ( Read more... )

So I think I had my very first nervous breakdown today! I am now part of the club. I began crying uncontrolably and smashing things at work! isn't that fun ( Read more... )

I will be leaving soon. Soon=3 or 4 years ( Read more... )

Strange things happened yesterday. I got a lot of angry phone calls from angry friends. I make tentative plans to do something just about every night. I usually don't decide what I'm going to do (if anything) about 2 hours before "whatever" is supposed to happen. I always feel like I can never win. No matter what I do, I seem to piss off someone ( Read more... )

Come here...

Touch me...

Kiss me...

Touch me...

Now...

So I've been drinking and I've lost $20 in a poker game! Son of a bitch. Anyhow...here's my new update for the month ( Read more... )

An interesting feeling a whole bottle of wine brings ( Read more... )

So much has changed, obviously. Lights seem brighter. Night seems darker. Music seems magical. Nothing can compare to this ( Read more... )

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