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an email i got from my mom ( Read more... )

yeah so i heard from his dad today, and i am able to write him. the catch is that his dad and other screening people will read all the letters, and everything i write has to be encouraging and positive, which is so hard to do when im so sad. but its better than nothing right?

( i miss him so much )

hes gone. holy crap hes gone. i cant believe it. im pretty much never going to see him again. until he comes back in a year. god im such a mess right now. ive been crying for like 3 hours. his dad called me today, told me that him and his mom had sent him to a school in montana because he was doing so badly in school and wasnt going to ( Read more... )

wow things have been so cool lately. prolly cuz ive been pretty scandalous. hmm i will probably pay for it at some point, but for now its fun. so yeah, auditioned for cabaret today, hope we make it. our dance is pretty cool, although it still needs a lot of work. i really wanted to do like a jazz/ballet dance, but whatever its still cool ( Read more... )

YES OR NO ( Read more... )

yeah so everything is fine, got it taken care of. actually got it taken care of on monday. such a relief! but yeah so things are good. im havin a lot of fun with this boy. ive never connected this way with someone before. its really cool but scary too and exciting and addicting...ah i dunno how to explain. we went to the canal yesterday which ( Read more... )

wow im really worried right now...last night was really good but something might have happened. but i dont know because theres no way to know for sure until its too late. im stressin big time. im gonna go to the place tomorrow and i hope they can help me. but wow i really really hope that im not. i dont think anyone knows what im talking about ( Read more... )

yo yo i am in world civ right now...the demon class. it was funny kitami hissed at mr miguel and i was like woah. yeah today i have to go home early and clean my room and write a report for us history and write my self critique for theater movement cuz i have an F in that class and if i dont change that then i cant be in the musical and i just ( Read more... )