yeah so things lately have been....just out of nowhere. been hangin out with the guy a lot. like every day. at first it was really weird cuz i felt so bad and he was all depressed and we didnt really know what to do, but now its different. hes such a sweet guy, although hes kind of an asshole around his friends. but not towards me and he knows ( Read more... )

yeah so friday night...so much happened. don't really feel like going into detail, but i messed up. And now people are hurt and I feel bad. I hardly ever act solely on emotion, and maybe now i know why. That night was really wierd and i had a lot of fun, and felt a way i havent in a pretty long time and it was nicer than you know. we both knew ( Read more... )

wow i am so exhausted i didnt go to school today. Mike's show was last night and they fuckin ROCKED. they have so many fans already its crazy. if you like technical metal check em out http://www.decrepitbirth.comRead more... )

holy crap ive been so freaking busy this week. the musical is taking over my life! its going pretty good i guess, figuring Susans only made two girls cry so far. got my new jazz shoes so im rockin it. but it sucks cuz i can like never go to ballet and we are working on our duets and ive got two people telling me i absolutely have to be in two ( Read more... )

i had to get up early to go to the orthodontist, so i have some time to kill before shaunah comes over. so what do i do? torture you guys with surveys! except this isnt really a survey i guess...just a whole lotta crap about me ( Read more... )

eh so yeah today was pretty stupid. well it was fun up until rehearsal for grease. i am so sick of the choreographers. i dont even want to be in it anymore, thats how bothered i am. this is why the choreographer(s) usually arent in the pieces they choregraph, because then everything is unfair and they just put themselves front center, most ( Read more... )

woo yeah so grease rehearsal today was greased lightning and wow. chris changed the ending of our solo thing and its even harder. a double pirouette into a pencil turn jump into a high kick...all in 6 counts!! so im gettin my workout. although ive found that i really need to bring a sportsbra to these practices, cuz otherwise im like bouncing ( Read more... )

yeah so grease rehearsal today was fuuuun. we did hand jive, and its really cool. in this one part we're in a circle guy-girl-guy-girl and the guys lift the girls up (we're like sitting on their hands) and spin while in the circle. its rad. but like each guy has to lift the girl on the right and left of him with one hand each, so if youre a ( Read more... )

lmao today was sooo fun in theater movemt. theres this girl in our class who -seriously- IS charita from donnie darko. well, the looks anyway. shes like terrified of human contact and thinks sex and all that stuff is way gross and scary and she like flips out over people in her "bubble" and is very weird about sanitation. well, today she was ( Read more... )

MY MOM IS DIVORCING MY DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE WAITED AND PRAYED FOR THIS DAY FOR SO FUCKIN LONG!!!!!!

jeez thank god that creep is finally gonna be out of our lives. ew im so glad my mom is getting rid of him, hes such an asshole to her. wow i am so stoked for her.