i literally dont know what to do anymore.

I'm busy. very busy. (but I've always been).
I find it hard to make time to hang out with people. (I have time).
I find it hard to be motivated enough to hang out with people. (I want to).

I know who I was - at one short time in my life not very long ago.
I am not sure who I am now.

I feel as though I am the same person.
But I do not act the same.

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So right now I'm with my group in the library ( Read more... )

I don't know what to think about things ( Read more... )

this proves it unequivocally.

there must be something wrong with me.

...

I feel depressed everyday.
No breaks.

I would a million times over prefer to listen to someone's problem than think about my own ( Read more... )

if you want to involuntarily cry a lot (in a good way)

watch "underdog to wonderdog" on animal planet.

....im so not kidding.

I guess I don't know how to solve my problem.

I wish i had somebody who could help me.

but i don't think they could if they wanted to.

I guess sometimes I just feel crazy ( Read more... )