After being anti-social for about a week and a half I'm feeling somewhat desperate for companionship. I just want to get out of this freakin house and go have some fun ( Read more... )

Sydney got her first tooth!!!!!!

go away depression. please just go away.

So I think I have a chemical imbalance or something. Lately I've just been so damn depressed about life in general. Sometimes I feel like my whole world is crashing around me. I hate that feeling. I'm really scared to talk to someone about it. I've already been down that road. Some shrink has already diagnosed me as being bipolar, but I really don' ( Read more... )

so i got the job. :)

JOB INTERVIEW TOMMORROW! WOO HOO!

All these years I've tried to block every emotion possible. After being hurt over and over, its hard to want to feel anything at all. Subconciously I've put up a concrete wall around my soul. I feel dead sometimes. The one emotion that always gets out, whether it be controlled or not, is anger. My anger never fails ( Read more... )

I absolutely love staying at home with Sydney. I can watch her grow and teach her new things but I'm starting to go stir crazy. Being here all day and night frustrates me sometimes ( Read more... )

I am so tired of this. I am overome with such nasty feelings lately. I feel helpless and low. Being that I did nothing wrong angers me. I hate how I'm portayed. No one knows whats really going on. No one sees what I go through day in and out. I need a serious change of pace to just uplift me. A change of everything and everyone in my life. ( Read more... )

i feel so blah right now. im not in a yucky mood or anything but i just dont feel right emotionally. life is stressful.