i TELL YOU I'M ALIVE! liveing no but alive yes...you go figure it all out? ha ha ....it breaths in and out in and out....tick, tick thump, thump ( Read more... )

I feel like a fool today. Does actions speak louder than words? Well today I found out that once again I appear to be let go. I got a pair of under wear and a t-shirt for xmass, for my birthday I got a card....for valentines day. I don't want to feel selfish. I feel like I am being selfish but it bothers me. This is my lover and it just seemed ( Read more... )

Someone please expain friendship and acuintance ( Read more... )

going to take test for work. Then of all things thought I would get to go see my GF today since I will have to work all weekend 15 hours one day and 12 hours the next day...Hey thats the schedule. But the boys that I work with are for the most part pretty good. For being full grown children. God I hope it goes ok this weekend! the guy I normally ( Read more... )

One day in augest my elderly mother accedintly let my blue tick hound (blue) out the front door. Well he was out a short time . However the new loving neighber who I also think is the one that put my cat to sleep called the police ( Read more... )

Sorta back from being pissy!
Twisted but back.
There is way toooooo muuuuuuch on my mind, so I will go.

there are so many types of love
that each is like a piece of art
tendered and formed by the passion of two
mingled and entwined
through time
as wine
to the lips
so is love to each
same yet different
a dance of many rhythms
each dance our own.

It seems that I am writing more and more just for freinds. So if you are interested in my LJ please feel free to drop me a line and I will consider adding you. otherwise you most likely wown't get alot from this page anymore.
It's just that I am opening up more to those already here.

If you like, ask me 5 questions you'd actually like answered, and state if you'd like me to ask you back once I reply. Nothing is off limits to ask, the harder to answer the better though I do reserve the right to answer cryptically if I feel uncomfortable :) But I will answer anything asked of me as that's the only way to be ( Read more... )

I feel like I have been grossly mislead. this is such bullshit!