i'm so classy, i purge out my bedroom window.

wtf.

 Today

i'm gonna fucking eat.
whatever the fuck i want
all day

until i explode.

idgaf

 too drunk to be alone....

but not drunk enough to pass out.

fuck being tipsy.

 red lines...

little red lines everywhere.

hand me that fucking 40 please.

 apparently if my hands start to shake, i can just pop in a little lollipop

and it's all okay again.

and then i drink another 16 oz americano

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 adderall,
please kill my appetite, and give me room cleaning energy.
i wish you weren't XR, but it'll have to do for now.

 i need to make food for family dinner.

i'm at a loss.

 i'm making rules again...

wtf.

someone smack me, please.

"family dinner" on wednesday,
this needs to not be happening.

it's so hard
to try to keep it together
when my body can't keep it together