2day was cool. hung-out w/ sas & our friend matt @ his place & i hada grand o'le time as usual. matt's a cool kid & so is his ma. on the way home me & sas had a heart 2 heart convo. she told me a lot i had been needing & wanting 2 hear & i'm glad she did. she's my other half & i love her more than she'll probably ever realize. i hope she does & if ( Read more... )

woaahhhh, so yeh, it has been a fucking while. i totally forget i had this shit. i bet u guys thought i finally got locked up or even better, killed :D ha, naw, not yet neways. i've been great matter of fact; i finally got my shit straight. hmmm, where 2 start. well, i'm looking better than ever. i quit dope & shit so i look fine as hell lol i'm ( Read more... )

woah yeh its been more than awhile hasnt it. its 4 almost 5 am & im awake as ever kant find sleep 4 shit but @ the same time i havent really tried. re-did & kleaned my room, looks pretty fkn dope matter of fact. better than it did neway. how ive been...tryin as much as possible from losin my mind. still no job HA pretty bad huh? yeh i kno. been ( Read more... )

yeh it's been awhile. a lot to talk about, but guess what, i don't wanna talk about it. just kontinue letting ppl assume what they want & i'll do the same. kind of fun actually. not knowing shit. just thinking whatever about anybody & anything. no one telling you you're right or wrong. getting used to this. lack of communication is hm, actually not ( Read more... )

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i wanna take you from hell like how hell took you from me. unexpectedly. these nights get colder & so do i. i'm getting to the point to where i'm losing my mind & there's no such thing as sleep. i'm tired...of crying...of lying...dying here in this bed because my heart is not broken, but crushed & only you have the power to make it whole again ( Read more... )

things got downhill again but im determined 2b happy 4 once n my life. lex got locked up )*; sux. not the same w/o her. im empty. i have no desire 2 really do nething but i keep doin shit bc i kno shed want me 2. when she gets out we're savin $ up for a month & then goin 2 florida ... me her & john so yay! we'll all 3 4 once b truly happy & ( Read more... )

a 'lil sum sum i wrote tha other nite or day ... kan't remember /: it's to alexis ... needed to get this off my chest. leave comments ( Read more... )

now im dwn n it. kinda like a cloud i was up way up n the sky & i was feeling sum feelings u wouldnt blieve. sumx i dont blieve them myself & i decided i was never coming dwn. just then a tiny little dot caught my eye; it was just about 2 small 2 c but i watched it way 2 long. it was pulling me dwn. shut up so wat does it matter now? i was swimming ( Read more... )

i'm pierced. nothing to be wow about. both ears. navel. tounge. RIP left eyebrow /: i'm tatted. just one. stone flower on right shoulder blade [thanx to my girl alexis and the amazing artist john!] don't really know how to describe myself because it's diffcult. takes me forever to put things into words so they don't come out the wrong way. don't ( Read more... )