I haven't been around too much lately. I've been going out a lot more to keep my mind off of problems/things that are happening around me. It's much easier to go to sleep at night after you had a couple drinks, and sometimes it's nice to be able to take comfort in that ( Read more... )

Right now I am getting ready to drive to NY to see Spider-man with Anthony. I am rather excited about seeing this movie and am glad that I am seeing it with Anthony because we talked about seeing it together forever ago ( Read more... )

Things aren't terribly bad, but aren't that wonderful either. I've been spending a lot of time out, not anywhere in particular, just not in my house. Mainly I go over my friend Jill's and we watch Discovery channel as she smokes ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore.

I don't know what I'm trying so hard for.

Just once I want something to work out in my favor, just once not have someone give up on me.

Don't give up on me.

yesterday I quit my job; one of the best days in the past 2 months.

Today I am going up to see Anthony.

That's about it.

see Pan's labyrinth ( before it leaves theaters ( Read more... )

wtf is going on with everything in my life. It is really hard to try and stay positive about things when I am pretty much living in a complete shit storm of events. Something's got to give otherwise I am going to go insane ( Read more... )

Everyday my mom cuts her hair a little shorter, this is so she isn't so traumatized when it starts falling out ( Read more... )

Things have been well for the most part. I can't really complain about anything ( Read more... )

I just bought 2 tickets to see mates of state in nyc on the 31st. Ant and I are going. I'm pretty sure it's going to be awesome. We are going to try and avoid times square and everything around it, wish us luck ( Read more... )