first off. i love ALL of you ( Read more... )

I have somewhat of a confession. I realize I've told very few people about this, I'm not sure why. I suppose I just don't notice it, and assume it goes for everyone ( Read more... )

And I, sitting here in repose, simply disbelief ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt empty? You're happy, but it feels like this spot is missing, and you have no idea what would fill it? You have a sense, something that keeps coming back to you? That feeling after you have a dream, a dream that catches you, and plays with some feeling in your subconscious? One that you think about and feel days after it's passed ( Read more... )

i never thought of myself as someone with an addictive personality. yet, more and more, lacking that euphoria, i miss. and you feel it crash. slowly, everything creeps up and pounces, like a bengal tiger attacking prey, unseen. here i am. after a lovely 4+ hour high, after 30 mg of ritalin and 10 of adderall, its coming back to every single thing i ( Read more... )

I feel quite sick today. I think it's stress that's gotten to me. I'm kind of dizzy, and my stomach aches. I really need to relax more, and take less upon myself. I wrote a poem. I thought maybe It was a creativity build up wanting to smash down doors. That's what it usually is. But today I still don't feel much better. It probably just takes time ( Read more... )

In death, we are selfish ( Read more... )

I know this is a really horrible, really nasty, really selfish thing to say. But recently? It feels like my friends and I have a one way relationship. I do love them, I really do. But I feel like I've been giving my all, and if I'm not there for 5 seconds, or a day, they get really pissed off at me. I have to call Belinda back, and I messaged Kiki ( Read more... )

I don't know how much background I've given on Stacy and Tiffany ( Read more... )

i just posted ( Read more... )