i stopped myself today. why has it been hard? why? why do i keep letting people down? how come i just cant do my best? or am i? or do i not care again ( Read more... )

i want to leave with you. where you dont have to work. i'll do something simple. i cant get that one place out of my head. the foggy mountains, its so warm inside. ill get up early, in the light morning rain, and even though i can see my breath, its ok to be cold because i know i can come back to you. ill let you sleep in. and bring in firewood, to ( Read more... )

People. Fucking people ( Read more... )

i would never hurt a fly. i really wouldn't. and i don't mean to.

but i'm supposed to be angry. i'm supposed to be the angry male minority. and hurt people who piss me off, not give a fuck.

this will be continued at a later date. i will publish something eventually.

this is a vent. i didn't feel like blowing up Boo Bear's ear drums with it, so i thought i'd bring it here ( Read more... )

i had to write something ( Read more... )

hi. i'm here. i don't know why, but i am. i tried to talk to a woman on the street who was crying, but she left in a taxi. i'd rather leave in an all black car. an all black one, black is comforting. warm. i miss something, and i don't know what it is ( Read more... )

Have you ever wanted to hurt someone? Someone you care about? Then at the same time, you know you love them? And you're so drained from that person that came before ( Read more... )

Since it's easily sensed in the air, and a time of reflection, i thought i would ( Read more... )

And thus alone i stand, repeated.
Praying no injury upon either party,
fear not the death of this,
as it lives within me,
and how, weeping.

A demain mon amour,
comment beau, notre demain
demain, ou il sera plus gentil.