Blah. I'm tired as hell. but i cant wait till tuesday. maybe ill go into lynn again and just take the 11 train. then ill be able to get some love. slash feel a certain person up. fucking cold. its cold out. i want people to come home so i can see them. i also wanna hook up with amanda in the middle of like...a party...no, outside. maybe, i dunno. ( Read more... )

Talked to Kiki last night, and told her about how i was confused. went over okay ( Read more... )

New rule:
K doesn't love anymore. K is done in that world.

I hate this. Fuck it all. Amanda, why the hell did you kiss me and say I was fucking adorable last night? Why'd you have to wear your shirt like that? Then friggin dance against me? Why'd you look at me like that with your eyes then flash your tongue ring? Arhhh...But then leave without saying anything, without ever calling me, talking to me. ( Read more... )

Argg. The last two days, no, three? I dunno, anyway, they've been ridiculous. So Friday night, I went over Stacy and Tiffany's house, and they bought me a 6-pack. Of course I was stupid and tried to compete, so I drank all 6 on an empty stomach, but wait, I also smoked a blunt between all of that. I passed out then threw up on their floor. Luckily ( Read more... )

Guys, I have a new celeb hot list. Well, same...only with additions. (not necessarily in order ( Read more... )

So today I realized how much I miss Amanda. I was lying down on my back during tutorial on the quad today, just looking up at the sky watching the red-tailed hawk that lives around there. I was just wishing that she was there and would eventually put her arm around me then kiss me. But she wasn't there. I wish I could see her. Maybe Tuesday. Ugh. I ( Read more... )

Ow. I just lifted weights to re-tone my arms since I slacked off. Whatever. Anyway. Why the hell are girls so flipping hot? Like, why? It ticks me off. Oh, especially when I'm supposed to be doing something important. For example, i'll be lying on the quand in a feeble attempt to do my homework i didn't do the night before, then i'll catch myself ( Read more... )

"and i'm so sick of love songs ( Read more... )

Fuck being single. I wanna hook up with someone. Why the HELL am i listening to the hamster dance song? Lovely.

I need to buy a cake for Em k.