So... I call home just to check up on everything. So let's have a month in review in the the life of Eric Stine ( Read more... )

Classes will be tough for me this semester, but as long as I keep my chin up, I'll be fine. I will miss the people that I saw over break dearly, and sometimes you just won't be able to see them again. It's tough, but I'll manage. I'll never forget her...

I was just thinking to myself, "how could school get any worse?" And then I remembered... ALABAMA. There are going to be so many drunk people, I don't know how I'm going to stand it. I also have no form of entertainment with me, so I am going to take a notebook with me so I can write and empty my brain before finals. I haven't written for myself in ( Read more... )

Not much to update on... had a pretty rough day, but a simple phone call from my best friend made all the difference. Sometimes you should just call someone when they least expect it, like 3 AM...
Someone leave me a comment, I miss those... but this one isn't necessarily fun to comment on, so let me ask a question for you to respond to:
What do you ( Read more... )

It's snowing. It's beautiful, and I hate it. It's strange, how something so beautiful has to be so cold, almost like it's not allowed to be perfect. Does true beauty come with some sort of ailment? Are all of the beautiful things in life "cold"? I wish that I could just once hold onto it, without freezing away all of my feelings, and losing who I ( Read more... )

Just when I finally connect with someone, something goes wrong. Either they're in a relationship already, hung up on prior relations, or simply connect on a different level than what I need. I always end up falling for the wrong person at the wrong time. It's just so damn irritating. I'm thinking that instead of pursuing anything I want, I should ( Read more... )

My entire life is a lie.

Ok, so I've had a weird week, but the winning event had to be what happened last night. The one girl who I knew from the ages of 5 to 7, the one that I had a huge crush on (I know, a crush for a 5 yr old), and the same girl who moved away a day before I told her how much I loved her, sent me a message on facebook. She REMEMBERED me. I can't believe ( Read more... )

So, I've decided that no matter how good something seems, there is always something hidden, something sinister. No matter how hard you try, you will not succeed. No matter how much you want something, it'll never happen. My life is a living embodiment of these. Relationships for example, have always been cruel to me. I originally thought that the ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've updated, but mainly I only update when something comes to completion, and right now, some of the things that have been on my mind haven't played themselves out yet. The uncertainty that college has left me is unexplainable, and I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what to pursue in ANY aspect of my life, ( Read more... )