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Computers, Estelle Getty, and stuff
My 5 year old ibook can be repaired for less than I thought, Yay! It turns out that they do not have to replace my logic board, they just have to replace the power chip. This little discovery will save me $129. Yay! It's been weird being without a computer at home. I just hope I can cover the repair after being overdrawn and the mounting fees that ( Read more... ) -
The word of the day is failure
I managed to be overdrawn yet again. I cannot figure out what I'm doing wrong. I don't go nuts when I get a pay check so what gives? All of this overdrawing is making me feel like a failure. I'm making more money that I ever have and I can't keep any of it. I would like to think that there is an adjustment period when one is used to getting paid ( Read more... ) -
The Sum of it All
This song by Regina Spektor sums up exactly how i've been feeling of late. If you've never heard of Ms. Spektor you should check her out, her piano playing is beautiful and her voice is amazing ( Read more... ) -
Going Away
Tomorrow I'm going to VA until Sunday to visit Rachel and meet her 2 kids. Maybe I can forget about the hell that has recently become my life. If I could go somewhere for good and never see the people that hurt me again, I would. To everyone I've worried, I'm sorry. -
ouch
How to make someone you care about cry: Tell that person they deserted you in you're darkest hour. -
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I'm finding out that it is true; nice guys do indeed finish last. I didn't want to believe it was true but I have very little evidence to contrary. What is the fucking point of being a good person if it doesn't fucking get you anywhere? -
Questions. Answers anyone?
Why is it that most U2 guitar solos up to and including Achtung Baby make me want to cry? They aren't particularly sad, they are just so good that I get chills, the hair on my neck stands on end and my eyes well up with tears.
Why after being sad for weeks and weeks would I be suspicious of 2 days of being happy? Isn't that a little fucked up? -
WV Here I Come
Finally, I get to get the fuck out of NYC for a couple of days! The past month has been stressful/good/awful/the best thing ever/sad I need to decompress see some real trees, breathe fresh air, and play with my stupid dog Chloe. I need to eat my grandmother's chicken fried steak, mashed potatoes, and green beans. I need a room with a complete dark ( Read more... ) -
Holy Breakfast, Batman!
All my meat eating friends, you must try this. A toasted bagel of your choice with cream cheese and BACON!! My roommate told me about this lovely slice of artery clogging heaven on a bagel 2 weeks ago. It is beautiful, I had one today for the first time. Wow! -
a list
Here is a list of people that think I'm foxy.
-gay dudes
-girls
-trannies
-drag queens
-thugs who would kill you for stepping on their Timbs
-old ass men
-homeless dudes
-crazy ladies on the L train
-Africans looking for a wife/green card
What a sad state my love life is in.