Well I got really angry this morning when Jessica called to talk to just to tell me she had a diffrent ride to her sisters wedding. Turns out its this dan kid which has been on her myspace account for a long time. It also turns out to be THE SAME GUY she said she would do nothing with. I remember it like it was yesterday. I dont no why they want to ( Read more... )

Tonight was great. I picked up jessica around 9 and then we went out and got drinks then dessert, but that wasnt the great part. The great part is i think she finally realized she doesnt have to lie to me. This is what happened. I she was finishing up her dessert when i asked her if she wanted to go back to my place to cuddle (seriously, cuddle no ( Read more... )

ok well i called up jessica yesterday morning and we talked again and planned to see each other. I wanted it to be really fun for her because i stil do love her and want only the best for her so i called up mike and trish and convinced them to go out and play pool with us, mike said ok only after i told him i would buy him food at 99 after. Well ( Read more... )

well this will most likely be the last night i will be writeing in this journal. Just remember I loved you jess, and to you mike and trev you were the best friends anyone could have asked for.

tonight was a great night. I picked up jessica and then went out to eat. I was going to go to chilis but then she got a craving for buffet mac & cheese which is her favorite. So we went to the hometown buffet. Then after that we went and saw the boogyman. It was ok but not the best movie in the world. After we saw the booiman we went and picked up ( Read more... )

Well I tried to go to sleep, but i couldnt fall asleep. For some unknown reason i cant get jessica out of my mind. I keep thinking of her and me. I think of things we have done that were so great. I cant fall asleep because of it. I love her and now i cant stop thinking about her. I already no that the thoughts i have about jessica will never go ( Read more... )

Is it wrong to think that a day that you dont have to work is boreing? Well thats what I think when im off of work. I woke up today and talked to jessica, she said she missed me and she wanted to see me. Jessica said it like she was horny or something, or really really desperate to be with someone. Well anyways I said ok I can come out and pick you ( Read more... )

I remember almost 9 months ago me jessica,jessicas friend becky, and beckys bf were out together. Jessica asked me if i thought it was alright that a women still have a bf but be looking for another guy to have a relationship with. So technicaly she was asking me if it was alright if the women leeds the guy on, thinking that they are all good but ( Read more... )

I dont no what to believe. I dont no if she is lieing to me or if she is telling me the truth. I want to believe her, thats all i want to do. But there are some things that i no she is lieing about. small this like when she says she will call me. I dont understand it. how hard is it to tell the truth. I love this girl. I love her more then anything ( Read more... )

Its February 3rd. Life keeps getting worst. Jess is no longer in my life. She said she cant keep lieing to me becasue its makeing her feel bad, She has lied to me so many times i dont no if she is lieing when she says "she is going to the store". I just dont no. I love her with all my heart and i cant live without her. Im a lonely red rose and ( Read more... )